"The LOVE of money is the root of all evil", so what is the need of money then, what is that the root of? All brokeness?
We colour me red and push me in a ASDA trolley, cos sometimes there is such a fine line that your never always sure what side your standing on.
Sorry I've been a while folks!!!!
Will be back real soon.
Fuummmmsss
xxxx
Tuesday 16 December 2008
Sunday 7 December 2008
They grow up so quickly
I can't believe how quickly kids grow up, they seem so mature for such young ones, i've got a cousin who is 16 and you would never believe it with the things that she comes to me with, I just had a two hour convo with her, explaining to her that guys don't always mean what they say, and she tried to give me every kind of excuse or justification in the book, but thank god eventually she saw reason(she is actually quite a smart girl) it's just so worrying sometimes cos these younger boys sound even more skilled than the older guys, I feel like some of them could speech me sometimes, its just a joke!
Talking of speeching boys, myself and boy*s have progressed....I WISH! Still I have had no response and so I have decided to take official action over my emotions, and declare to myself that it is OVER.....It's so easy to say these things don't you think????
But seriously I am hurting but I will have to get over it, I had an amazing talk witha friend of mine on friday about the men in our lives, and how crap they are, and i think collectivley we have come up with some amazing realisations. Something in particular that i have told like 3 people since she told me it(including my mother for some reason),even if you don't read the bible this is still quite interesting.... if you look in genesis chapter 3 verser 16 it says"I will surely multiply your pain in childbearing; in pain you shall bring forth children.Your desire shall be for your husband, and he shall rule over you." Ok now I know this may seem a bit random, but my understanding of child birth is that it was painful then and it still is painful now,this leads me to believe that the second part of the verse is quite true today aswell, i'm sure women always wonder why why why do we always let guys get away with shit! Ladies I think I have found the answer....we can't help it!!!!! It has been decreed from above!!!!IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!!!! LOL! Well I'm not really sure it's not our faults or been decreed, but this is a pretty good jsutification, women desire men, to the point that we keep taking them back or keep taking their shit, and we let them rule over us because we keep letting them get away with their shit, and you know what the worst thing is, i can't find anything in the bible taht says it works the other way around, yep that's right I think men are IMMUNE from this particular punishment, they seem to come off alot better than we do most of the time when it comes to relationships, now i'm not trying to be a guru or anything, but i think with this lil piece of info, my two cents are a little worth, but hey I'm not here to rant like i say all the time, I'm just sharing the knowledge!!!
So boy*s has in effect "ruled" over me for a bit, but now i refuse to let him continue to "rule" over me in the aftermath of all the foolishness, that's gonna be a struggle cos, it's really hard not to pick up the phone and call, but it's getting easier and easier, to be honest I'm more worried about if he does call and if i fall back into the whole thing again...it's not that easy being a strong woman...i really do realise taht so much more now...
So the boy*s episode is over for now, I 've got a really weird feeling taht something else might be coming along though, i guess I'll just have to see, and for sure I'll the blog updated!So keep reading....xxxx
Oh yeah! update on the PR side of things...
Right so you know we've named ourselves (coccoa pr, for those of you who have tuned in late) we now have business cards and a website in the making soon to be advertised on this blog, so check it out when it gets here :)
I also just found out that this blog is actually being read, jojo, thanks for the support, pls check out his blog, diaryofabrokesinglestudent.blogspot.com, it is so worth the read infact, he inspire dme to start this very blog of my own, i love u jojo!!!!!
All my love guys,
Fummmms
xxx
Talking of speeching boys, myself and boy*s have progressed....I WISH! Still I have had no response and so I have decided to take official action over my emotions, and declare to myself that it is OVER.....It's so easy to say these things don't you think????
But seriously I am hurting but I will have to get over it, I had an amazing talk witha friend of mine on friday about the men in our lives, and how crap they are, and i think collectivley we have come up with some amazing realisations. Something in particular that i have told like 3 people since she told me it(including my mother for some reason),even if you don't read the bible this is still quite interesting.... if you look in genesis chapter 3 verser 16 it says"I will surely multiply your pain in childbearing; in pain you shall bring forth children.Your desire shall be for your husband, and he shall rule over you." Ok now I know this may seem a bit random, but my understanding of child birth is that it was painful then and it still is painful now,this leads me to believe that the second part of the verse is quite true today aswell, i'm sure women always wonder why why why do we always let guys get away with shit! Ladies I think I have found the answer....we can't help it!!!!! It has been decreed from above!!!!IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!!!! LOL! Well I'm not really sure it's not our faults or been decreed, but this is a pretty good jsutification, women desire men, to the point that we keep taking them back or keep taking their shit, and we let them rule over us because we keep letting them get away with their shit, and you know what the worst thing is, i can't find anything in the bible taht says it works the other way around, yep that's right I think men are IMMUNE from this particular punishment, they seem to come off alot better than we do most of the time when it comes to relationships, now i'm not trying to be a guru or anything, but i think with this lil piece of info, my two cents are a little worth, but hey I'm not here to rant like i say all the time, I'm just sharing the knowledge!!!
So boy*s has in effect "ruled" over me for a bit, but now i refuse to let him continue to "rule" over me in the aftermath of all the foolishness, that's gonna be a struggle cos, it's really hard not to pick up the phone and call, but it's getting easier and easier, to be honest I'm more worried about if he does call and if i fall back into the whole thing again...it's not that easy being a strong woman...i really do realise taht so much more now...
So the boy*s episode is over for now, I 've got a really weird feeling taht something else might be coming along though, i guess I'll just have to see, and for sure I'll the blog updated!So keep reading....xxxx
Oh yeah! update on the PR side of things...
Right so you know we've named ourselves (coccoa pr, for those of you who have tuned in late) we now have business cards and a website in the making soon to be advertised on this blog, so check it out when it gets here :)
I also just found out that this blog is actually being read, jojo, thanks for the support, pls check out his blog, diaryofabrokesinglestudent.blogspot.com, it is so worth the read infact, he inspire dme to start this very blog of my own, i love u jojo!!!!!
All my love guys,
Fummmms
xxx
The wrong way round!
A friend of mine told me the funniest story today, she was walking around her local shopping centre and saw a guy she has had a secret crush on for donkey years(hehehe!!!) well what i'm about to tell you will make sur ethat he never forgets her! My dear friend spotted the guy, and started to get "happy"- see girls when you see a guy u like stop with this excitement business, WE ARE NOT 16 anymore, this only serves the purpose of getting us in trouble, as my good friend will justify because as she spotted him, he spotted her, but was in a more sensible position than she was "SITTING DOWN" this guy waved to her and smiled(damn boys and their sexy smiles...grrr...) and what did my friend do, she waved and smiled right back and promptly walked into a door....and just whne you think it couldn't get any worse, the motion made a bang so loud that most people in the vacinity heard and turned to look, and probably point and laugh. Now myself and my friend laughed over this, but don't get it twisted she was mortified, hahahahaha, and she didn't even turn back to see if the guys saw(or heard) cos that would probably have been even more horrifying than the act itself. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well that's me sorted for the rest of the week!
See ladies men can really turn your head(literally!) THE WRONG WAY!!!
Well that's me sorted for the rest of the week!
See ladies men can really turn your head(literally!) THE WRONG WAY!!!
Wednesday 3 December 2008
He still hasn't called!
Ok, I don't want to sound like i'm being stalkerish or a bit OCD, but boy*s still hasn't called, I'm actually at my wits end and feel like throwing in the towel on the whole experiment,how can i test the bloody commitment if he won't give me any t-mobile time?????
WASTEMAN!
.....is beginning to enter my mind, I poured my heart out to him in the text i wrote exactly 45hours 47minutes and 50 secons ago.....and counting still, and he hasn't even had the decency to at least acknowledge the text, and he's not a pay as you go brother, so there's simply no excuse... I really am tired of these brothers that are such waste cadets its almost unthinkable....I'm gonna have to put a time limit on the waiting game, cos he can't think he's always gonna get everything he wants.....or can he?
Its tragic...stay tuned...
Fummmmsss xxxxx
WASTEMAN!
.....is beginning to enter my mind, I poured my heart out to him in the text i wrote exactly 45hours 47minutes and 50 secons ago.....and counting still, and he hasn't even had the decency to at least acknowledge the text, and he's not a pay as you go brother, so there's simply no excuse... I really am tired of these brothers that are such waste cadets its almost unthinkable....I'm gonna have to put a time limit on the waiting game, cos he can't think he's always gonna get everything he wants.....or can he?
Its tragic...stay tuned...
Fummmmsss xxxxx
What's in a name?
I just got in my house finally, its like 1am and i have to wake up in 5 hours to go to work, why do people do these things to themselves, i just don't get it!
But I've been up all night with my fellow pr junkies trying to decide on a name for our company, we came up with some pretty funny stuff, then we settled on the name coccoa pr, i like it i think, well i only really like it cos it means cocoa, and this is where chocolate come from (yummy!!!)
But altoghether what a pretty damn useless evening, spent four hours, trying to put together some kind of decent plan but it didn't quite work, why is it that chicks, can get so easily distracted with talking, this is where the guys have got it right, it's not always about yapping...well....ok...ok... i gues i'm a bit of a procratinator(well i didn't want you guys to think i was perfect or anything, i do come damn close i might add,lol!) but heck we all do it, oh well, guess i'm gonna have to try a bit harder at our next meeting, hey maybe we would have chosen the colour of our logo in all of 3hours this tyme????lets hope so!
But I've been up all night with my fellow pr junkies trying to decide on a name for our company, we came up with some pretty funny stuff, then we settled on the name coccoa pr, i like it i think, well i only really like it cos it means cocoa, and this is where chocolate come from (yummy!!!)
But altoghether what a pretty damn useless evening, spent four hours, trying to put together some kind of decent plan but it didn't quite work, why is it that chicks, can get so easily distracted with talking, this is where the guys have got it right, it's not always about yapping...well....ok...ok... i gues i'm a bit of a procratinator(well i didn't want you guys to think i was perfect or anything, i do come damn close i might add,lol!) but heck we all do it, oh well, guess i'm gonna have to try a bit harder at our next meeting, hey maybe we would have chosen the colour of our logo in all of 3hours this tyme????lets hope so!
Tuesday 2 December 2008
"Committed in theory"
Last night I was on the phone to my bff(she is the best ever by the by), and we were discussing men, as we do, and we happened to be discussing a certain friend of hers who just had an anniversary, and i said:
pr junkie- "why can't more men be committed like ***
my bff- "i don't know, but most of them are in a relationship but still mess around"
pr junkie- "so their kind of 'committed in theory' "
This is officially my mini focus today, I don't understand this whole idea of being committed and playing the amazing boyfriend but then when it gets down to the reality of things, the commitment is not put into practicality?????
Now all the guys aout there that are good and attentive boyfriends, pls don't take offense, the rest of you are doo doo heads!!!
Now boy*s and myself are still going through a rocky patch but when we started things we decided to have some level of "committment", this i currently fear may be going swiftly down the drain, we have been struggling to come to terms with our new found relationship due to certain circumstances on his behalf that seem to be truly testing our "commitment" to each other, basically, im not sure if he's trifling ass is messing with me or not, and i'm really not sure if i'll find out or not. I sent him a really deep text message last night re-laying to him, how i was struggling with us and our current situation, now i'm waiting for a reply,(the worst thing a girl could be made to do is wait, I have the patience of a road runner)-(that's not alot) so there it is, i've taken a risk on our "commitment" and i am now thinking that this could be a very interesting experiment foe my own life experience and hey what the hell for this blog!
Experiment 1 explained: "The commitment theory"
To test the theory on "commitment" and to find out how far i can go in this relationship before the practicality is truly tested and either unravels and goes very badly or makes us stronger and one of those actual couples who are truly happily "committed".
Well I'm at work and my boss is such a sneaky rat, who grasses on all of us to his boss, and he's watching me right now...grrrrr....gotta go!!!!!
Fummmmmssss,xxxxxxxx
pr junkie- "why can't more men be committed like ***
my bff- "i don't know, but most of them are in a relationship but still mess around"
pr junkie- "so their kind of 'committed in theory' "
This is officially my mini focus today, I don't understand this whole idea of being committed and playing the amazing boyfriend but then when it gets down to the reality of things, the commitment is not put into practicality?????
Now all the guys aout there that are good and attentive boyfriends, pls don't take offense, the rest of you are doo doo heads!!!
Now boy*s and myself are still going through a rocky patch but when we started things we decided to have some level of "committment", this i currently fear may be going swiftly down the drain, we have been struggling to come to terms with our new found relationship due to certain circumstances on his behalf that seem to be truly testing our "commitment" to each other, basically, im not sure if he's trifling ass is messing with me or not, and i'm really not sure if i'll find out or not. I sent him a really deep text message last night re-laying to him, how i was struggling with us and our current situation, now i'm waiting for a reply,(the worst thing a girl could be made to do is wait, I have the patience of a road runner)-(that's not alot) so there it is, i've taken a risk on our "commitment" and i am now thinking that this could be a very interesting experiment foe my own life experience and hey what the hell for this blog!
Experiment 1 explained: "The commitment theory"
To test the theory on "commitment" and to find out how far i can go in this relationship before the practicality is truly tested and either unravels and goes very badly or makes us stronger and one of those actual couples who are truly happily "committed".
Well I'm at work and my boss is such a sneaky rat, who grasses on all of us to his boss, and he's watching me right now...grrrrr....gotta go!!!!!
Fummmmmssss,xxxxxxxx
Monday 1 December 2008
My blog my rules!!!!
Well let me be the first to congratulate myself on finally creating a blog, I've been reading loads of these and i have to say for someone who loves to talk this must be the best invention ever next to chocolate!!!!!
Well let's get the messy part over with.......MY RULES!!!!
1. This is my blog, if you don't like it...you know what to do(the red x is just to your right at the top...you can't miss it!!!!hehehehe!!!!!)
2. I will make spelling hiccups...if i'm feeling passionate about a topic, well god dammit, don't interuppt a creative flow with a stupid comment like "that's not how you spell(insert word)"...truth is I REALLY DON'T CARE!!!!
3. My blog is about me me me, so please don't complain if your not in it, cos once again just in case you didn't hear it's about me!
4. If you are fortunate enough to be mentione din this blog(you lucky dog you!!!) pls refrain from making refrences and jokes(i know what the blog is about, i write it, thanks!)
5. This blog is about a PR wannabe junkie, so this will be heavily factored into this blog!
6. Forget all these shitty rules, they don't really apply, i don't get people who try to make rules up fortheir blogs, cos noone ever listens to them, so what a waste of typing time! Hahahahahahaha!!!
So now we've covered the rules and I've decided that they don't need to be followed, let the blogging begin!
19.49pm- I know some people may think this is not the most interesting of topics, but guess what.....I DON'T CARE!
Haringey...Haringey...Haringey!!! What the crap happened!
This Baby P issue is madness, I personally do not understand how 60 social workers could possibly visit one residence where a child is being constantly abused and still no action is taken!!!!
OK......... Lesson one:
"Chocolate is obviously used as a cover up for bruises" any social workers out there reading this, seriously baby wipes would not be a bad thing to carry around with you!
Funny enough I seem to keep coming into contact with the baby p drama, the other day i received a text telling me where the parents of baby p live, because that's so helpful considering their in custody with NO BAIL!!!!!! Come on people if your gonna get a crowd of angry protestors riled up, charging into the home of child abusers, to do some serious bodily harm, do it right, make sure thier HOME!
Today at my place of work which happens to be a primary school in Haringey, I found out that Baby p had siblings that went to the school, this really freaked me out cos my employer was telling me stories of meeting the mum, the boyfriend and baby p himself in the very room we were standing in....very creepy...i shall say no more...
As for Sharon Shoesmith(hahahahahaha...what a name) come on love, you should have seen the sack coming and jumped ship a long time ago!
Ok that's enough ranting for one blog, this is not just a place to rant, i just don't get why people feel the need to rant so much(by the way, i'm probably gonna saying alot of things that i don't get why people do) "Allow me,it's fun to follow".
Sugar shits, it's cold outside, but times are hard working 8-4 and still can't quite afford those all amazing gloves and scarf that i should have gotten a long time ago:
Well let's get the messy part over with.......MY RULES!!!!
1. This is my blog, if you don't like it...you know what to do(the red x is just to your right at the top...you can't miss it!!!!hehehehe!!!!!)
2. I will make spelling hiccups...if i'm feeling passionate about a topic, well god dammit, don't interuppt a creative flow with a stupid comment like "that's not how you spell(insert word)"...truth is I REALLY DON'T CARE!!!!
3. My blog is about me me me, so please don't complain if your not in it, cos once again just in case you didn't hear it's about me!
4. If you are fortunate enough to be mentione din this blog(you lucky dog you!!!) pls refrain from making refrences and jokes(i know what the blog is about, i write it, thanks!)
5. This blog is about a PR wannabe junkie, so this will be heavily factored into this blog!
6. Forget all these shitty rules, they don't really apply, i don't get people who try to make rules up fortheir blogs, cos noone ever listens to them, so what a waste of typing time! Hahahahahahaha!!!
So now we've covered the rules and I've decided that they don't need to be followed, let the blogging begin!
19.49pm- I know some people may think this is not the most interesting of topics, but guess what.....I DON'T CARE!
Haringey...Haringey...Haringey!!! What the crap happened!
This Baby P issue is madness, I personally do not understand how 60 social workers could possibly visit one residence where a child is being constantly abused and still no action is taken!!!!
OK......... Lesson one:
"Chocolate is obviously used as a cover up for bruises" any social workers out there reading this, seriously baby wipes would not be a bad thing to carry around with you!
Funny enough I seem to keep coming into contact with the baby p drama, the other day i received a text telling me where the parents of baby p live, because that's so helpful considering their in custody with NO BAIL!!!!!! Come on people if your gonna get a crowd of angry protestors riled up, charging into the home of child abusers, to do some serious bodily harm, do it right, make sure thier HOME!
Today at my place of work which happens to be a primary school in Haringey, I found out that Baby p had siblings that went to the school, this really freaked me out cos my employer was telling me stories of meeting the mum, the boyfriend and baby p himself in the very room we were standing in....very creepy...i shall say no more...
As for Sharon Shoesmith(hahahahahaha...what a name) come on love, you should have seen the sack coming and jumped ship a long time ago!
Ok that's enough ranting for one blog, this is not just a place to rant, i just don't get why people feel the need to rant so much(by the way, i'm probably gonna saying alot of things that i don't get why people do) "Allow me,it's fun to follow".
Sugar shits, it's cold outside, but times are hard working 8-4 and still can't quite afford those all amazing gloves and scarf that i should have gotten a long time ago:
Primarni-£5! and their great!!!!(love tony the tiger, i dare someone to say something about frosties watch if i don't hit u wiv a twinkie!)
Soon come soon come.....:( i better be rocking that set soon, or i'm gonna freeze my arse off!)
Anywoo,this blog is also bout the pr side of things, so I'm gonna give a little pr mini blog in each post, this si for me and for you, i need to document all this stuff some how, this way i just kill two birds with one stone...smart aint i..huh huh (i know you know i am)!
PR blog:
So myself and my partner who shall not be named YET! have decided to start up a PR company, yes i'm doing it to all of you out there who are making faces! and i don't wanna hear it! So we're gonna have our first meeting tomorow hopefully and put down some serious plans, i'm over the moon excited cos like i've been dying to do this for absolutttteeeeee ageeessssss!!!!!! We may already have two potential clients, we just need to actually have something for them to look at first of all(whoopsies!) But will keep u updated on this side of things hopefully this section will get more interesting as time goes by! keep on smiling :)
OK, so i can't wrap up my fist blog without taking about the potential guy in my life, why do guys have to be so hard headed, thick skulled, hollow craniumed(ok that was too far!)...anywoo you get my gist....this boy cannot see how crazy i am about him, but he knows the effect he's having on me that's why he's winning this current battle of the wills, basically it was very rude of me not to explain in the first place..... I've been seeing lets call him "boy *s" for about 2 months now and it's like we've been in a 2 year relationship, all the ups and downs we seem to be havin, we seem to have a little bit of trouble with communication, this seems to be our breakdown, for example:
Boy*s calls me up we have a nice little convo, then suddenly he has to go...
boy*s- " i'll call you back in 5 minutes"
prjunkie- "ok" (all my hopes alive that he will actually call back )
3 days later...
prjunkie -"What happened to 5 minutes"
boy*s- "ahhh sorry darling...i was busy innit"
FOR THREE FUCKING DAYS!!!!!
What the hell is going through these mandems minds, i swear to god, they know how to drive women so totally and inexplicably(if you don't know what that means look it up, i am not a dictionery!!!) insane. And you know what the worst thing was, he actually didn't feel no way about the fact that he hadn't called me in 3 days, seriously me are from mars and women are from venus! read the book, it explains alot! And you know what the even worser(yes i'm aware it's not a word, so sue me, haha you can't!) thing is, after all that stupid treatment because this has happened a couple of times now, i still like him, even more so.
But... on the other hand, boy*s gets into my mind like no other, i don't get how he gets me, heck i don't get me, but he still gets it(did u get that!hehehe). i think this is what's keeping me so intrigued this thing that i can't explain or get to the bottom of, boy8s has me hooked, no matter how painful or annoying he is, i'm stuck like a fish!
But I think that's enough of him and it's time for me to wrp it up folks, this has been fun and theraputic(it's really true what ppl say about these blogging things!
Well until next time...
"keep on loving, searching and reading this blog"
Love from Fummmms xxx
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